You never miss someone that you pushed away until they decide they want to be gone
then you second guess, feeling that sudden unexpected pain, wondering
"is this for the best?"
then reflect
what was it driving that wedge
what drove you over that edge
making you walk away further...and further
"it's not about you"
you scream..."it's about me" on a sob
I lost myself within you! don't you see?!?!
I can't exist within your magnetic pull, slyly manipulative
I can't help but be confused, you claim innocence...so
I projected all of these things on myself?
I acted unaided? all alone?
I must be crazy...surely crazy
for if they said "it wasn't me"
surely they cannot be telling an untruth!
not knowing what to feel, what to do
part pain, part joy
I will still "Bless the Lord, oh my soul"
No comments:
Post a Comment